Have you ever had a day, week, month, entire life where it seems like everything was going wrong? That is pretty much my bio. If I ever wrote a book about myself it would have to be in like a dark fiction section or something because it would be so tragic and unbelievable. My life should have been written by Shakespeare, a brilliantly written work of art but filled with haunting pain that leaves the reader sorry they really looked at it in the first place.
This past week has been a difficult one for me in all areas of my life and I feel like I am in water above my head and have been treading for hours but my legs are getting really tired of doing so. I am just feeling exhausted. This week, the very week that I dealt with my missing brother’s birthday, I lost another relationship. It happened in a way that left me feeling like “What just happened here???” I will take a valuable lesson away with me though and that will be to never again share a deep thought or hurt feeling with anyone. Tough lesson learned…keep feelings to yourself and let no one in!!!
I will say that I have not gotten on the scale and I have not been eating as good as I should be. I feel like I am letting myself down and feel really bad about that as well. My intentions are good everyday and then one bad thing happens (and it does every single day) and I am off track again. For crying out loud I ate a freaking snickerdoodle today! What is up with that??? I never eat cookies!!! *hangs head in shame. : (