CONCERNED POUTY FACE ALERT!!!
I just found out my husband’s 25th class reunion as been moved to next Saturday. I was hoping to be get back below 200 again before his reunion. : (
It is not like this is going to be a fine dining, sit down affair but I would like to look fairly decent on my 168 lb husband’s arm. I am currently in a size 14-16 and feeling very self-conscious about it. I have to learn to exorcise the ghosts from the past that haunt the way I see myself. When someone you love looks at you and tells you that you are not attractive, that sticks with you like glue and touches the very core of your being. I just need to release that somehow and not allow that thought to continue to have life within me.
When losing weight it is as important to work on the inside as well as the outside and I have a lot a work to do on the both. I will focus this coming week on being kind to myself, I am going to start tonight with a stress-reducing face mask. : )